Dazey Mae

Dazey Mae
It has been just one day since we had to put you to sleep b/c of your advanced cancer. I am hurting so badly and feeling so guilty. The nightime when it is cold is so hard as I think of you buried up at the farm. They said you were gone but I am so afraid you were just knocked out and would wake up. I put your doggie pillow and a head pillow and 2 blankets with you so you would not be cold but it helps me non. The way you turned to look at me before the vet laid you down to give you the drugs is haunting me. Were you Thanking me or asking me why? Dear God. Please help me and give me a sign that I did the right thing. Thanks for 14 wonderful yrs of complete and total loyalty Dazey. We all love you and miss you. Your Mommy on Earth. I love you.

Chrissy Gilbert